Bit hard now cos I am at home and I can’t type without him wanting to know what I’m doing! But, I will try to type discreetly… so… the last time I posted, we were fighting, well the time before the last post that was a winge cos my post didn’t work… anyway.. last weekend, […]Read More Ok, second go at my update…
I just wrote the most honest, coolest post… pressed the button and it crashed! Grrrrrrrr…. will try to re create it after I ride home in the fucking freezing cold!Read More Fuck you wordpress!
I am tired of trying… life doesn’t care. I am nothing in the world. Just a drop in the ocean. I may have a friend.. may.. old boss, says he is my friend… but doesn’t know me at all.. only knows the great worker I was for him… should I let him know me?? Let […]Read More Lonely
So I was down… alone… sad… so I posted and joined some Facebook pages and the support and the comments I got were amazing… nothing solid that I can hug, no one offering to come over and stroke my hair while I fall asleep.. but so much support and love! Made me feel good, and […]Read More Surprised…thank you
Whatever… I worked my ass off today… left at 7am to ride my bike 25 min in 2 degrees and got home at 6pm… not as cold riding home… but I look like a suicide bomber!, But I am surviving. Had a lovely quiet drink of gin and coke last night to relax, had no […]Read More I broke cos I’m broken