I am tired of trying… life doesn’t care. I am nothing in the world. Just a drop in the ocean. I may have a friend.. may.. old boss, says he is my friend… but doesn’t know me at all.. only knows the great worker I was for him… should I let him know me?? Let him see my secret writing… my true self and life.?, why the fuck not. My life is close to over now, and I have nothing to lose.